fried emotions.

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30th June 11

99% of people won’t reblog this because they think it’ll make their blog look as shitty as their heart.

(Source: fl-u-me, via barbiegirlswagxo)

Writing is like a release for

31st May 10

many people. Taking a pen and paper and just letting it all out just feels good. It sets this mood of freedom and it lifts a weight from your shoulders. Yeah, writing one on the internet or on a blog or a Word document or something is also a release, but for me, when I write on paper I can just take it and look at it and admire how my font changes as my emotions change, possibly tear marks, and it just reflects more and displays more intent and emotion from a certain inner-feeling-thing going on inside the heart and mind. Also, if I want to get everything out and then burn the paper or throw it away, it just gives this sensation and adrenalin rush. It feels so empowering and effective. And it also feels secure to know that you are the only one seeing it and that it can’t be publicized. All in all, try it some time, it might work for you, and yeah, if you do it too often it gets annoying and you stop doing it, but when you are utterly and extremely hurt or mad or something, give it a shot. 

31st May 10

Anonymous asked: I like what you write here. Post more. :)

Thank you! I will :) 

There are those phrases that you hear

31st May 10

all the time. People always say them, like, “forgive and forget”, “live it up”, “in the end, you will be happy”, “everything happens for a reason”, “the early bird gets the worm”, “where there’s a will, there’s a way”, “absence makes the heart grow fonder”, and there are many, many more sayings and words of wisdom out there, but the thing is, nobody ever believes that stuff. When you tell someone to forgive and forget they don’t do it, they think you are stupid or something along those lines. When you tell someone that one day they will be happy, they don’t believe you, and so on for every other saying. We are too blind to realize that our lives aren’t as hopeless as we presume they are or will end up. We are too insecure and needy to see that God or whatever you believe or don’t believe in, is not out to get us. That we are not the screwed up person on planet Earth. My point is that after you have ignored the advice and words of wisdom, and then one day you see that yeah, that person was actually right, well you could have skipped a whole scenario or pain or regret or whatever you went through to realize that person was right. So here it is, people out there, just try to believe the next time someone gives you advice that you think is far from the truth. Try to be positive and just give new ideas a chance, cause in the end, you never know, it might actually work out! 

30th May 10

perfectforyouu asked: did you write all the things on your tumblr?
they're amazing :)

Yeah, I wrote everything on my Tumblr. All fully original.

I have more at my personal blog, www.tomorrowdoesntmatter.tumblr.com :) And thank you! Honestly means a lot. 

At some point in a females life some male figure messes them up. A father, a brother, a lover, a friend, an enemy, a crush, a movie star, a neighbor. Some guy comes along one day and tells them they are ugly or fat or stupid or something hurtful. Some guy tells them they love them. That they are the only one they will ever love, forever. And that she is the most wonderful and beautiful thing in the world. That she is perfect for him and that he will never hurt her or leave her. That she is his only love. Then, she finds out that these are lies. He might leave her, hurt her, push her away, insult her, deceive her. Some guy comes along and tells her she isn’t worth it, and she never will be. Some guy tells her she isn’t enough. Some guy tells her that she is weird. Some guy tells her something, but means something else. Some guy misguides her. Some guy leads her into the dark. Some guy does something to her, something that hurts. I can’t list everything, because honestly? If I did I think someone would end up crying at how many things apply to them. So, basically, males hurt females, and yeah we hurt men too, but we are in truth more fragile. Now look at that list and see how man things apply to you and realize, boys are honestly not worth the time and tears that we give them, cause you want the hard core truth? They don’t do it for us, and they don’t take that much thought into it. There are only a few who are worth the tears and pain, only a few who are, but look girls, if you are on your Tumblr writing and posting posts about how he hurt you. How it’s not fair. How you are hurt. How you are crying. How you can’t get him out of your mind, just realize that if he isn’t doing the same for you, he can’t be worth it. He isn’t and never will be. I am not trying to take away hope, rather than helping you move onto someone out there who actually gives you the thought and time you deserve. You have heard this over and over again for a reason, that is because it is true. He has moved on, he has given up, so common, you have dignity, move on. Show yourself that you are strong, and you can be happy, because one day, you will see. You will be happy. So look, you can take this and ignore it, staying sad and sulked, you can take this and reblog it in hope that it helps someone out there, or you can read this and take in what it says and try, just try to be happy. Do something for you, not for the guy who hurt you. My choice? Re-blog, believe, try.

30th May 10

It’s not a nice feeling when you think

30th May 10

someone is going to just get up and leave. That they won’t be able to take you anymore, or that they just get sick of you. It’s not a good feeling when you think someone is using you or settling for you. That you are not actually the one they want. It’s not a good feeling when someone makes you feel so insecure and so left alone. It’s not a good feeling when someone has you tied up in knots, thinking about them twenty four hours a day, seven days a week. It’s not a good feeling when one word they say can affect your whole atmosphere and mood. It’s not a good feeling to know somebody can control your actions and your emotions and your capabilities. It’s not a nice feeling when you think someone doesn’t care about you. It’s not a nice feeling when you think someone is just making you wait in hope of something, when in reality there is nothing to actually be waiting for. It’s truly not a nice feeling to have these feelings. They take over your mind. They manipulate your abilities. They transform you. My point? I have none. 

Imagine if the skies were

29th May 10

red. If the trees were all brown and dusty. If flowers were grey and silver. If everything was black and white. If grass was burnt. If birds were plain white. If rooftops were musty orange. If buildings were black. Just take a look around you and imagine a world with just those colors. You look to your left, right, up, down, and all you see is red and grey and black and brown. It would be a depressing world. People wouldn’t be happy all the time. Going outside for a stroll wouldn’t be fun. Staring at the clouds with someone you love would be depressing and scary. Everything would look dead and plain. No life. See what an impact color has on us? We don’t realize it, but color affects us. How we act, how we feel, how we are. Just like music can affect our mood, color does too. The colors you wear reflect what kind of person you are sometimes. The colors you live in too. If your room is colorful, you’re probably more happy than if it was totally black and grey. The point is, color and music affect us the same way, but we just don’t realize how color transforms our lives sometimes. It’s pretty sweet dudes. 

Lady Gaga is a symbol

29th May 10

of difference. I don’t really know much about her and I’m not the biggest fan of her music, well frankly, her music isn’t to my biggest liking because it’s pretty loud and annoying at times, and yeah, but I think that she represents someone who is different and proud of it. She stands as a symbol that even what normal society call “weird” can make it in this world. She proves the world that it doesn’t matter what kind of personality you have, weird or odd or unique, it’s okay. She teaches us to be proud of our true colors, you know? To believe in ourselves and to accept ourselves for what we are. She embraces herself and her sense of standing out. In a way, she is a very good role model because if we could all just be ourselves openly, the world would be a better place.